For Good Friday:
I dipped my hand into the dish and took the bread you gave. I pledged my faith to you in this, and still I turned away. I took your name upon my tongue and knew it was divine. I meant to make it ceaseless song, then spilled it like sour wine. But now your bread to acid turns; my silver coins corrode; the very bones within me burn: I must pay what is owed. They say that alms atone for sin, but coins will not suffice. O Master, may I mercy win? Is there some sacrifice? And if there is no grace for me, if I must melt like wax let pity drown me in its deeps: Oblivion I ask. Have mercy on the treacherous, if such a thing can be. If there's no hope for Judases, then there is none for me.

Das Gewissen von Nikolai Nikolajewitsch Ge (1891) By Nikolai Ge – The Yorck Project (2002) 10.000 Meisterwerke der Malerei (DVD-ROM), distributed by DIRECTMEDIA Publishing GmbH. ISBN: 3936122202., Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=151431








