When John the Baptist heard in prison of the works of the Christ,
he sent his disciples to Jesus with this question,
“Are you the one who is to come,
or should we look for another?”
—Matthew 11:2-11
A cell as barren as the desert sands,
yet somehow here God’s voice has fallen dumb,
and in the drought the seed of doubt expands
and roots. Are you the one who is to come?
He knew where he was headed and where from:
The journey interrupted, incomplete,
his mind’s as crowded as a city street.
There children call a tune but will not dance;
they taunt each other with a mocking dirge.
Their laughing voices pierce him like a lance,
the echo of his shouting, of his urge
to cry repentance: Knife in hand, a surgeon
cuts away the sickly flesh to save
whatever’s left from going to its grave.
A life spent in the desert: What is left?
He’s skin and bones and ashes banking down
from what was blazing once. His heart bereft
of its inferno ticks in his camel gown.
You do—you don’t—live up to your renown.
You are—you aren’t—the one who will baptize
the world in flame. And now his own fire dies.
The light he loves so much is getting dim.
It will go out—the road that all men go.
He knows the one to come has come to him—
the burning in the desert told him so,
and he must dim himself that you may grow.
He lets the ashes cool, his tongue go still.
If he is empty, God will come and fill.
The desert never really lay outside.
He’s always carried it, the light, the heat,
within himself. But now the springs have dried,
oasis vanished. Here, then, will you meet?
He will not touch the sandals of your feet
if you should walk there in his silent gloom
and make—somehow—this inner desert bloom.

Graffito with the representation of a standing man with the cosmic cross in a square (probably John the Baptist) – found at the Church of the Annunciation in Nazareth – End of the 1st century BC. Photo By gugganij – Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=3976839








